Sunday, October 08, 2006
I just came back from a long journey of cycling with Berd, Amin, Yan and Rudy...
Fun night thou~ Had a tough time in the morning but ill manage to work my way thru
It was a few days ago when a volcano name FEELINGS erupted. It was a terrible one, the land called FIRDAUS was in a bad state..everything has got to go...everything, everything that was build up for over 5 years had to go...
It was totally swept away by that disaster.
Someway or another, the disaster was much like a tip of an ice berg, it didnt really affect the whole of FIRDAUS, Untill that morning....
"I didnt know where to hide myself right now...things will change but how i wish it will not. I do care and love for that person. Everytime I think about that person. Being by that person side makes me a stronger guy. But i failed to show that person what a strong guy I was. Somehow or another it hurts me for tellin how much I appreciate, care and adore that person..I was a total jerk for telling out the truth. I wish I could turn back time and slap the hell out of me to control my emotional feelings on that day. never say a word to that person. How I wish Ill be that same guy who that person try his/her best to meet me whenever he/she's need someone to be by em side.
I have this strong feeling that it will not be the same anymore...."
3:39 AM
