Ive been reflecting, thinking, reminiscing (?) about what happened in the past. How naive and how vulnerable at that time. Some people might think it was foolish at that point of time and some people might consider as an opportunity. An opportunity for them to experiment their feelings towards.

So its kind of a mix feelings. Like "hey should I feel this way, should I get angry? should I feel happy? should I feel glad? Should I feel unsatisfied? " etc etc. I always ask myself whether if my response that will be given would offend anyone and never I ask if it would offend myself.

Its like you found out that your girlfriend or boyfriend whom you are truly in love with cheated behind you and right infront of you *_* (people always said its a heart-crushing moment. Believe me it was -_-. For that moment.) then, you were persuaded to give them a chance and they still did it for a couple of time untill you got all confused that you dont know what to do. As a result, some might realise their mistakes and regrets and call it off and some might be weak and still be taken advantage off and some extremist would eventually kill themselves.

But deep in my thoughts, theres something telling me these. "Who cares about what you feel and think. Why not you be the one who cares and feel what they are feeling. Atleast you know you will make their day special."

Imagine all the people are nice and sweet.
Theres no 'spice' in it.
Mundane isnt it?