Its been a long time since i blog...but oh well, suddenly i feel like it...

Hows my life been these few months and days?

To tell you the truth, its just like doing business, first you started out clean and fresh..healthy as it is...you do your sales, you get profits and your business keeps gettin in more. But when your sales are moving slow...you will soon be facing the surface of bankruptcy, but when you work hard to regain back your sales and profits, it will soon be back on track...

as these things implies to your own daily life...like what the say...theres ups and downs.

Right now Im in a state of confusion...I dont really know what feelings should i be feeling right now.
Depress?? nopes..Happy? nopes...Numb? yes, somehow...

The truth and trust? sometimes, its a relief to know about the truth and sometimes it will hurt you, deep inside...questions will linger around your mind...and its like youre having a vast factory thats been running production 10 times as usual...your brain will suffocates...
Then, you will think about unhealthy stuffs you be planning to do.

Questions, insecurities and trust kills!

I need my medication soon...but the medication wont solve the problem, but it helps to heal the wound inside my body...some wont say it help, others will say it kill...but, if its proven to help, then go ahead...we are all old enough to think about it.

To some, it might be a negative post, to others, it might be an answer to your question..
To me, this is how i feel, i might say alot of stuffs, people might think i talk alot...
but never judge a gun by its trigger.

In life, do not trust anyone but you yourself, your dreams and your faith.

Allah made us all equal.